Hey you,
It’s freaking seven weeks away!
Am I freaking out? Maybe
Am I scared? A little
Am I stressed out? Definitely
Am I excited? Hell yes haha
Hahaha tbh, I’m not sure why I’m
stressed out. Up till now, everything goes as smoothly as planned and the only
small hick up along the way would be my dress for his reception. And that was
due to me failing to describe the dress I wanted to the dressmaker. Had to fork
out a lil extra but as I said, minor.
But well…. prolly the main reason
would be the ka-ching! I’m constantly worried that some things might come up
and I have not got that lots of money to cover the possibilities. But ok ok, I
am going to calm myself down lol so I said to myself :P
And I have said it before and I
am going to say it again, I am forever grateful to have such supportive
parents, family, partner and friends. They’ve been supporting with little
little things that made me so happy. Like mashaAllah, I don’t know how because
each time I have that money worry, Allah just sent help via my people to ease
it. For example, Abel and Alyaa has each gifted me with the
crown I’ve wanted to put on for my reception and a facial voucher that I really
needed! And then suddenly I got an unexpected cashback from CIMB that I didnt realise I did anything to get it. Also went and meet my friends the other day and got my first ever angpao from JY’s mum besides she treating us the dinner. And then last week, Koobs and I did our calculations again on which
payments need to be priotised first and all. He gladly paid upfront for my part
so that the remaining balance I shall pay a lil bit later after the reception.
So this could buy me some time. MashaAllah thanks for an understanding partner! Well my point is, “niat nak diri rumah tangga, insyaAllah Allah tolong” is reeeeal ok guys. Like alhamdulillah dipermudahkan sangat sangat :’) Masa tu nangis kejap because oh Lord I dont deserve this but thank you so much!
P/S: Oh bride tips from me, never ever pay full payment for any service that has yet
to complete. Yes we trust the vendors but never take the risk, ok darlings? The
Please make doa for us all that
the ceremony will go so smooth and for our union of love to be bless eternally,
till jannah.
Miah <3
