The Nightmare

Assalamualaikum

Of fears and desires.

Before I made the decision to continue my studies abroad, I had this one fear sticking in my head. Up till now! I fear my love ones go and meet the Al-Mighty while I am far away from home. I just cannot imagine. Annnnnd, I had this nightmare. Two days ago!

Then just now, I dreamt being in Malaysia. Ready to get back to Sheffield, again, very unready and rushing. Made me felt so lonely and sad, hence the weeping in the room. I called Mum and that was bad actually.

I am sorry.
I just have not settled down yet when I thought I did.

I just need a hug, that's all. Someone sisterly, or motherly.